Moment

I had an impulse moment yesterday to write on my laptop. and I did it.

the permanent marker was sitting right in front of me when I was using my laptop. the urge to want to write something on it was strong.

so I wrote down the first quote that came to my mind.

it is also a quote I hold onto dearly as a reminder to myself.

growing up, I was never handed anything. whatever I wanted, I had to create it for myself.

that wired me into this person – where I always felt like if I don’t do something I wanted, no one else would do it for me.

on one hand, I’m terrible at relying on other people. which is one thing I’m trying to work on.

on the other hand, I personally feel responsible for anything that happens in my life. having this mindset motivated me to do a lot of things myself. because if not me, then who?

I still have a long long way to go. and it is up to me to create whatever I want to happen in my future.

so I wrote down this reminder on my laptop.