Step forward into the unknown and assume it will be brilliant

Lately, I have been thinking many times about how I want my future to be. Although things have changed a lot since the last time we could go out without a mask, and we did not have a curfew, life goes on, and we have to adapt to new circumstances.

For this reason, after finishing my university studies last year and realizing that my professional career could not start as I had planned, I decided that volunteering in Europe was the best option. I have always wanted to do volunteering, and due to lack of time and other excuses, I have postponed many times. 

The last months have not been easy for anyone, we have had to learn how to deal with certain challenging situations with fear and uncertainty, and we have witnessed how our freedom was reduced day by day.  However, when in January I proposed to my friend Esther to apply to ESC, we did not doubt it. “It is now or never,” we thought.

Surprisingly for us, the whole selection process was pretty quick, and in a month and a half, we were getting ready to come to Romania. I know we are so lucky to have the chance to live this experience together. We are friends since we were just three years old. I think, Romania is a beautiful country, which is sometimes so underrated, and getting involved in a valuable project like Youth Centres Up 2 is a great chance. 

Besides those mentioned above and after my Erasmus in Finland in 2015, which was an incredible experience that opened my mind incredibly, I discovered the European Solidarity Corps. That’s when I thought that any opportunity to live abroad gives you a priceless experience that takes you out of your comfort zone and forces you somehow to improve yourself every day. Hence, one way or another, we feel like we should make the most out of this adventure. 

In this case, the level of responsibility is high, but we have to commit to our decisions. If not, progress will never happen. Now we need to work side-by-side with other young people on a joint project that will unite us, with which we will explore new things, and learn a lot. Undoubtedly, although challenging situations will come, this experience will enrich us in many aspects. 

Finally, after a few months here in Timisoara, I feel comfortable, proud of the decision I have made, and welcomed by a group of extraordinary people.

Apart from that, I realize that whenever we think we know the future, even for a second, it changes. Sometimes it changes quickly and completely, and we are left only with the choice of what to do next. We can choose to be afraid of it, to stand there, trembling, not moving, assuming the worst that can happen, or we can choose to go on with the best possible attitude. 

In the end, I think it is just about taking a step forward into the unknown and assume it will be brilliant. 

To new beginnings

This week started great, being the first week that I started working in my youth center since we started the project. A lot of things are missing still from my youth center a floor, light, the windows need to change and some other small things here and there and it will become the perfect place for the people in the neighborhood to enjoy and a safe space for young and old alike.

I have been thinking of my youth center as a story it has beginning middle and ending with hundreds of challenges and solutions you never know when something will turn bad and you never know if what you are doing at any particular moment will bring good results. Hopefully, the end result will be a positive change in that particular neighborhood.

And although I am still alone in the youth center which means the person that was supposed to work with me did not manage to arrive before the whole Corona situation started, I am hopeful that I will manage to create a wonderful experience for the young people in my area when we will be able to open officially.

To end this week’s post I have a plant growing inside my youth center and I have no idea what to do with it, and also about 5 million spiders floating around, so that is fun as well. See you next week, stay tuned and safe!!