So much has happened in such a short time that my head cannot assimilate them all. The permanent roller coaster I am riding on does not give me much respite to stop and think about everything that happened. But I have been in Timisoara for six months now, and the truth is that they have not been indifferent.
During these months, we have made practically everything: activities, events, trips, training, renovations, community engagement… and through all this, I have learned to be more decisive, to adapt myself to changes that may arise at the last minute, to be more patient…
Thinking that I have already passed the project’s halfway point gives me vertigo and a bittersweet feeling. I sincerely believe that I am making the most of every day here, and I always try to do my best. Although we have also gone through some difficult times, positive things are much more significant than negative ones.
In addition, the learning process at all levels is so great that I am not aware of everything that I have changed in just six months. And that is just thanks to all the people I am surrounded by, who inspire me and help me improve every day.
Living this experience is allowing me to see beyond and be aware, more than ever, of my limitations, strengths, concerns and goals that I want to achieve. It is, without a doubt, an intense, imperfect and full of ups and downs adventure that is giving me lessons that I am sure I will never forget.
Because being a volunteer is much more than what I initially imagined. It is to be willing to do anything, help without expecting anything in return, give your best, and know how to do it with humility and respect. Being a volunteer is learning how to listen, not judge and contribute as many things and ideas as you can. It is opening your mind and heart without fear of the unknown and being willing to create bonds that overcome any problem or barrier. And definitively, it is to be aware that your small actions can generate significant changes in society and that the impact on the community may be possible.
Maybe when I decided to apply to this project, I did it because I did not have many other options then. But now, six months later, I can assure you that it is the best decision I could make, and, somehow, I am proud of that.
Being outside the great famous “comfort zone” allows me to test myself in many aspects and gives me the chance to know myself deeply, in a thoughtful way.
I know that I am where I need to be, and given the rapid passage of time, I can only make the most of the opportunity to be here and make this an unforgettable adventure.
